do you?

i don't know why i can't sleep. i don't know why i'm at diaryland either. i'm just really bored and not tired. but it's so late and i have school tomorrow. blah. i don't want to go.

for the first time in a long time i looked at my guestbook on here and i read a few notes from mary and kirstie and everyone and am wondering why the fuck did i ever like mark hanifan? at all? brian i can see i guess but mark? i don't know.

anyway..

i'm still pretty bored.

i don't know about anything anymore. i think one thing one minute and it seems okay and then the next minute i will think otherwise.

i think i'm starting to like you. i think of you and smile often...i don't know if that is good or bad. i don't want to like someone. it never seems to work out for me.

i wish i didn't have to take that kitten back tonight.

i wish i could think straight.

i wish it was tomorrow night so jessica could finally fix my hair.

i wish i could go to sleep.

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