If I told you this was killing me would you stop?

I wish I could say, 'One day they will realize what they missed out on' or something like 'They are missing out on something great and I don't think they realize it'. But I can't. I can't even think it yet say it. I just don't know anymore. Why can't I ever think anything good about myself. Just once even. I don't want to be conceited or anything at all, I just want to know what it feels like to think you are good at something or think you are pretty or smart or anything good. Ya know. So I wish I could say that one day they will regret not liking me or being my friend. But I can't. And they wont. What am I to do I guess. Because I truly think they aren't missing out on anything and should never regret not wanting me. Sucks pretty bad I guess.

-Britt :(

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