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I'm bored. And I'm wide awake. AND I'm stuck at home all day long. Fun. Mom is going out at 1 and going to be gone all day long and I'm stuck with the kiddos. Nice. Oh well they leave Monday for Vero Beach. Hehe can't wait

Spring break has been pretty cool so far I guess. I'm so happy that tomorrow is no school. Hehe. I just can't wait until the end of the year. But I don't want to go back to school after this summer. For one I hate McKeel and school period, and another thing is all my buddies are going to be gone. Some of my best buds are graduating in like less than 2 months. That's freaky. I mean it's awesome and stuff but I keep forgetting about how when I wish summer would hurry up and get here I don't think about how when summer ends it will just be like me, Mary and Kirstie left. Blah.

We got report cards Friday. I didn't do too bad. But technically I did. I got I think 2 As and 4 Bs and 1 C. Which I think is good, but I had never gotten a C on my report card before. Which didn't make my mom too happy. She is 'worried' about me. She says she isn't mad but she is disappointed. She woke me up and talked to me this morning. Our neighbor left a note on our door saying our noise and stuff hasn't changed and that someone slammed the door very loud Friday. So yea, she is going to be gone for a while and she wrote a letter to the condo board saying if anything is broken or anything wrong with her apartment or her windows then she knows who it will be. Being us...can you think of anything else to classify her as but a complete bitch. I mean geez what the hell...we have little 9 year old kids that do not listen to me and that my mother cannot watch 24/7 because she works so much lately to take care of us because my father doesn't help us any. And uh she is moving in like less than a month anyway why can't she just lay off. She really pisses me off. This is the same lady that stole my cat last year. I hate her.

So yes my mother is practically in depression. And it's sad. Cause she does so much and she doesn't need all this crap. I'm getting very annoyed with everyone lately. No one can mind their own business and leave everyone alone. Would you like to know what my sister did. Yes, my lovely sister told my mother that one night when Mary and Kirstie were over that Mary asked to stay at a boys house and I let her and her mother doesn't know. So my mom asked me about it this morning in our little chat and I told her no she didn't and Mom got all teary eyed and went on about how she doesn't need to have to worry about babysitting my buds when they come over cause she has too much crap going on and how she wants to believe me but she thinks I might cover for my bud. I don't like to lie to my mother but what was I supposed to say? And so my sister is a brat. And she wonders why when my buds are over I want her in her room or away from me. Hate her geez.

So this little talk I had with my mother consisted of all that and the fact that Mom thinks I haven't been focusing on school lately. Maybe because she let's me do too much and let's me not go to school or stay over buds houses on school nights. Yea, could be, but I doubt it. MAYBE it is because I hate school and I am not motivated to go at all and I am not interested in college or anything. I truly hate school so much and I hate my specific school more than ever now. But she wont let me go anywhere else. So I am stuck going to school at a school I hate with people I hate and teachers I hate and I just plain hate school and I am expected to smile and want to go everyday and do all my work and get perfect grades. I think I get good enough grades who cares about a C in english. It's because of Mr. Girolimon anyway. I had a B until he didn't let me make up that 40 or 50 point test that I missed cause I was absent and didn't make up right away because of FCAT so he thinks I don't deserve to do it because I didn't ask him the day I got back. So I got a 0 and my grade dropped to a 77. But I could care less. It's my mother. I don't make her happy anymore like I used to. She is always complaining about either my grades or how the house isn't cleaned or how I sleep too much or how I don't watch the kids good enough or whatever.

Anyway, let's not think about all that.

Ummm, this weekend has been pretty cool until today. Today is blah and is going to be blah. But oh well gives me a day to chill. I would say clean the house buuut I did that last week so my buds could come over Friday. It looks beautiful. Hehe.

Friday I cleaned after school and then Allyse and Joey came over after they got off work at 9 and we hung out here. We just talked and stuff for the whole time. We were supposed to watch movies but it was Mark's birthday and so Joey couldn't stay long so we didn't put a movie on just then since he wouldn't get to finish it. So around 10:30 I guess we all went downstairs and he left to go to Mark's and Allyse and I went to Wal*Mart and Video King. We rented movies and we got colorful beads and ice trays at Wal*Mart. And then we got a milkshake from McDonalds and then went back to my house and got online for a min and ended up inviting Jesus over to watch movies and he gave Allyse a tattoo with a pen. And I fell asleep I guess cause I woke up to him leaving and then don't remember what else. Allyse had to leave early the next morning before I even got up but she left me a nice little note.

Saturday when I woke up I called Allyse and talked to her for a bit and then got online and talked to Kayla and we ended up going to watch Catch Me If You Can at Mugs N Movies. It was okay, but we left before the movie was over though. The car rides were much fun. Kayla yells at everyone when she drives. As if they could hear her. Ha, we are going to make a sign to put against the window that says "Love your driving" and then on the back it will say "Just kidding, now get the fuck out of my way" It is funny when Kayla drives...she gets so angry though. But then we were singing to music and this group of guys pull up next to us and they were trying to talk to us so I turned down the music and I thought they knew Kayla or something. But yea, they didn't. They were telling us to keep singing cause they liked it. Haha, retards. We didn't get it at first but they we were like oh, NO! So after the movie went went back to Kayla's and then left and got Mary and Kirst from Kirstie's house and went to the As You Wish show at the State Theatre in St. Pete. It was ok. We didn't stay long though. We heard Taking Back Sunday on the radio on the way home. We sang to it. I gave Kayla I gave her a bracelet that said you rock my socks because she wanted me to make her one.

Hmmmm. This week Allyse wants to maybe go to the beach and we want another movie night. I don't know about what all Kirst or Mary want to do but I have nothing to do so maybe. I don't know if I can spend a lot of time with Mary. Cause of her parents and possibly my mother. She hasn't said anything really but I think she is thinking stuff cause of what Jade told her. That all sucks. Brothers and sisters need to butt out and not tattle on their siblings and their buds so much. Hmmm, would be nice.

Alrighty yo well I'm out. Ha, I will probably write more crap later cause I'm home all day long. See ya.

-Britt

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