I'm sick of writing every song about you

Today/tonight was fun times. I didn't go to school because Megan took forever to come get me and we were 30 mins late and didn't feel like going. So we hung out around my house for a bit and then went to her house and the mall and places. She let me drive. Hehe.

Ummm we had to go to school and pick up Kirstie after school though. And we were coming back again an hour after that to get Mary and Laura from detention. And I saw Joey. After school he was there. And ummm I stood five feet from him and he wouldn't look at me. What a dick. I thought Joey was ok though. And I would like for him to just talk to me and be my bud a little. I guess I can see why it may be a little awkward but still. Who cares? If I don't I don't see why he would.

So Megan, Kirst and I went back to my house and after about 20 mins decided to go to the store. And when we went downstairs to go we found Mary and Laura. They got kicked out of detention for talking. Haha.

So we all go to the store then came back and talked a whole bunch and then got ready to go and went to the show. It took us like an hour to get ready though. Because Mary and I couldn't find anything to wear. Laura wore Mary's shirt and so Mary just couldn't find one she liked and everything Megan picked out for me was a little too revealing. Haha. But I ended up grabbing a tank top...something that I wanted to wear from the beginning. Geez. Complications for nothing.

So we went to a Death After Texas and As You Wish show tonight. It was fun. I it was actually a pretty good show. I liked how you could sit down if you felt like it. Relaxing. Ha, nah I dunno why it was a cool show. I think they did good. You couldn't hear AYW good though. I heard DAT fine though. And there was another band there that I cannot remember the name of.

Kirstie is happy. Because of Jonathan. He sang to her tonight. Exciting. He held her face even. I bet her heart felt nice. Haha.

Yes, tonight my heart felt sad for a bit. I thought possibly Mr. Wilson was upset with me for an unknown reason. But he was just busy. I ended up giving him his bracelet at the end of the night. And he says he likes it. So that is neat. I'm glad my hard work is appreciated. Haha. He makes me happy when he is nice to me.

Mark made me happy tonight too. Yes, Mark who hasn't spoken to me since uh January I believe? Well yes that is the one. He didn't talk to me at the show...but I wasn't surprised. Well a screen popped up asking me if I would sccept an IM from him. I practically fell out of my chair. Haha. Nah, I didn't move but I felt like I was going to hit the floor. I don't know. Blah.

He was nice to me. He IMed me asking where my stars fell. Then at the end of our conversation he called me kiddo. I like him a lot better when he doesn't ignore me. Haha. I suck. But that made me feel nice inside tonight. I don't know what to think of it though. I am probably getting excited that he wants to be my bud but next time I see him he probably wont speak to me. Which will make me sad. And I will start all over again with that crappy stuff. Ick.

Boys play with my feelings too much. And the very sad thing is most of the time they don't realize they are doing it.

BUT...I am not going to think negative about this. Mark IMed me to be friendly. Brian says he wasn't drunk. I was very nice to him I think. This is a good thing. I would like to think.

Mary made me a beautiful pink and black bracelet the other day. And today Kirst gave me a pink and yellow heart bracelet she made me. And I gave Brian is grayish and clearish and whiteish and blackish bracelet. But it looks just clear and black. Yes. I made one that said Brian hearts Britt Bunches and thought it was quite funny. I was thinking about giving it to him and pretending that was the only bracelet I made and make him wear it. But then the more I thought about it the less funny it became. So Kirst fixed it for me by stealing it away at school Wednesday. So now it is on her wrist. Lovely.

I can't think, can't think. So tired. My arms and legs ache like they are stretching. My elbows and knees. They hurt :-(

I have school tomorrow. I have been thinking it is Friday a bunch today. Which is sad because it's not true. And I really do have school tomorrow. I do not wish to go.

Yesterday I slept a lot. It was nice. After school I didn't but then I fell asleep that night and didn't wake up until morning. I enjoyed it a whole lot.

I think I may go now. I am very bored and tired. Goodnight.

-Brittany

"...I can't say I blame you, but I wish I could, I'm sick of writing every song, about you..."

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