Constant aches....

I know I said I was going to make myself go to sleep but I can't. I don't know why. Something is wrong. I cant sleep at night lately. It takes me forever to fall asleep. I just sit there and think about the same things over and over. And I can't get any of it out of my head. And I have this constant headache and this constant ache to cry for some reason. I don't know why really. Well I may know but if it's that then it's really dumb. I cant get comfortable and everytime I do sleep I wake up every hour or so and I ache. My whole body. It feels stiff and uncomfortable. My head feels so heavy and I don't want any pillows and I have this horrible throat ache that makes me want to clear my throat but I never can. I sound like a mess. Haha. I don't know though. I wish I could sleep. I wish I understood things I don't understand. I layed there for almost 2 hours tonight and even with my kitty curled up with me I couldn't get to sleep. Maybe I just wont sleep tonight then. And after school tomorrow I will take a long nap. I wish school wasn't here. Gosh, I really don't want to go.

-Brittany

"I'm sorry for calling, to leave this message, you probably got the first one, my face was hypnotized, from the first time you arrived, impressions gone up in smoke, I wondered if you'd come over here..."

<< 2003-01-06 + 3:35 a.m. >>
^back.to.top!^