Love and finals...

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I want to fall in love. I don't care if my heart gets broken. I want to know what it's like to be in love.

I don't want a dumb boyfriend who is stupid or just wants to 'do things'. I am not saying I wont do things with whoever I do date or love or whatever...and I am not saying what all I will do on here but...I want someone who if I do stuff with he would be there after and wouldn't leave or dump me. I want a long-term relationship type thing. I haven't had that ever. I haven't even had a boyfriend in a very long time. I want one. Bad.

I think I am too picky. I dunno. I don't even really like anyone. The guys I kinda sorta a little bit like have girlfriends or don't want me. Ha, that's really nice. Oh well. I probably wont get one. But wishes don't hurt, they only help right?

Anyways, yesterday I didn't do anything. I came home and checked my mail, talked to Mom for a little while then when she left for class and the kids came home I didn't feel like dealing with them so I layed down. And I fell asleep. That was around 6 or 6:30? And I didn't wake up until 10:30 when Jen called me. To ask me what the name of a stupid song was! Well I liked the song she was asking about but it was a stupid thing to wake me up for. But then I went right back to sleep and didn't wake up until this morning.

Then today after school I went to Kirstie's house. We studied a bit. Basically she copied my study guide for history and while I talked to Kacie and her and then made phone calls and sold some doughnuts for my New York Trip and then I quizzed her some on vocabulary and she got them all wrong. Haha, a bit of a waste of time but it was fun. I like going to her house after school. It is fun.

Tomorrow is the first day of finals. I have my fourth period exam. I am going to get to school early and help Mary study for her algebra final. I have my geometry final tomorrow so that will help me review a bit also since I use algebra in geometry sometimes. All I have been doing the past week is filling in study guides and studying them. Fun times, fun times.

Tonight after Kirstie's house I went to Jade's little Winter Chorus Concert thing at her school that she sang in. It was cute. She stood next to the boy she liked. He was a cutie. Hehe. My little sister is a brat but sometimes she is okay. Like when she is 20 feet away singing with her classmates. I don't mind her then much. Ha, well I left after like 3 songs though. That was about enough for me. And mom had to do a haircut for Brant so we left. Jade and Johnny got a ride home with Lindsay's mom...they live on the same floor as us.

Mommy cut Brant's hair tonight at his house. Hehe. Brant is pretty good looking. He likes my mom. He is always trying to get her to go places with him. But he is 10 years younger than her. He is 28 and she is 38. So my mom doesn't really like that. But he doesn't seem to care. He told her if they are both still single when she is 50 and he is 40 she has to marry him. He is really cute and nice and funny. And he owns some car lot thing where they sell cars. I think Mom should like him and not stupid Tom. But that's just my opinion.

Well I am going to go now. I am taking practice online review quizzes for geometry. It is the only way I can think of studying for a math final. So see ya.

-Brittany

"...I wanna fall in love, I wanna feel that rush, running into my heart, shaking up my soul, feeling like I never felt before, I wanna fall in love..."

"...Last night I had to study for this test, I forgot, man I'm dead, and my brain is bursting out of my head..."

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