Thanksgiving

I'm at Katie's house. I sort of spent Thanksgiving over here. Maybe I will talk about it in a little while. If not then another time. I am tired and everyone else is asleep practically.

I came over here Tuesday after Mom and I went shopping. Mom got me a pair of cute black jeans. I like them because they are really, really comfortable and they are so soft. In the mall we saw this adorable kitty and we wanted to buy it. But Mom says we should think about it first. Mom doesn't really want a pet but she does. She doesn't want to clean up after it and it mess everything up but she thinks they are precious just like I do and I know she wants one. She wants a jungly one. If jungly is a word. You know, like leopard or cheetah or something. Ummm, what are those one cats called? Bengal kitties?? Maybe. I think that's their name.

Anyway, tomorrow we might go look at the SPCA (I think that's the name of the place) to see if there are any there we like better. Mom wants a puppy more but if I got a puppy I would want him to grow into a big dog and not stay small and have those annoying high pitched barks. But we can't have big animals in our place. So I would rather a cat. We are never home to play with a dog anyway. And they aren't jungly.

Well after the mall we went home and Katie had called like a million times. So on our way to the shop to do my hair I called her and she said she got back early from her uncle's and wanted me to come over. So since Brandy was at the shop and Mom and I didn't wanna bother with her we skipped the hair thing and she took me to Katie's house.

I stayed here at Katie's that night and then Wednesday I stayed here too. Wednesday night Mary came over here and TC came and picked us three up and we went ice skating for a whole 20 minutes. Not even practically. The ice wasn't working with us very well and Mary forgot socks so her feet hurt so after about three times around we stopped. A waste of $6 but oh well. We went to Wally's and played pool for a bit.

Mary thought a guy she used to know from her church was hot and so Katie went and told him I was Mary and that I thought he was hot and got his numbers. Because Mary was too shy. But "Brittany" (Mary really) and Katie went and talked to him later on. And he ended up being a jerk. He invited them over and then like 20 minutes later told them to go away because they were messing up his concentration. So yea, he's a loser.

Oh, haha, they never called him at 1am I don't think.

After Wally's though we went and ate a little bit at McDonald's. And there we just talked and stuff. Then TC took Mary home and then Katie and I to her house. He is a very nice person for doing that. He isn't very nice though for hitting Mary in the face with a cue ball. (But it was an accident so he is forgiven automatically.)

I don't believe I will see him anymore this trip. I think he is going home Friday or Saturday. And today was Thanksgiving.

I don't know if he reads this or not. But I don't care because I am going to say whatever I want because it is my diary. And if someone doesn't like it they don't have to read it. (I didn't mean for that to sound rude or anything if it did.)

But at times I do not think that TC enjoys hanging out with me. Maybe it's that he doesn't care for my buds that much or something. Because I have more fun with him alone I think than with people. Although I still had fun last night because I was with my buddies and they are great. And I haven't really gone anywhere alone with him in a long time. I don't know if I am saying this right. Ha, it's just he didn't seem like he was enjoying himself last night really. I think he likes talking to me and stuff because otherwise he would probably blow me off but I don't think he likes to go places with me. I don't even know what I am typing anymore realy so I think I will stop talking on this subject.

Today was Thanksgiving. Not a big thing really. I got up, Mom came and got me from Katie's and she cut my hair a tiny bit and we colored it darker to match my roots that were showing. Then I went and got stuff together to go with Jen for the next two or so days and then came back to Katie's.

About an hour later Jen and Grandma came and got me. It was about 3pm. I went out to the car and there was Kyle and Colton my little cousins. Well Kyle is like 13 but he gets on my nerves because he is rude to me. We used to be buddies but he is kind of a jerk now. And Colton is my brother and sister's age. So I wasn't too thrilled to find out they were coming with us.

Then we go to Remax and Jen asks me to drive to Subway with her to pick something up. And right before I go Grandma tells me when I get back Dad might be there so don't cause a scene. So that pissed me off.

She ALWAYS invites him places that we are going and doesn't tell me until the last possible moment so I can't get out of it. I don't know if she thinks if she does that it will make us spend time together and me like him or what. But she doesn't seem to understand or is just not listening when I tell her that I don't want to be around him at all. All he does is make promises he never keeps, makes me mad or makes me cry.

Have you ever felt like you've given someone too many chances? Like they have let you down too much to let them do it again? Yea, well that's the way I feel with him. He has done too much and screwed up too many times without an "I'm sorry" or anything even until he wants something else. He has hurt and pissed me off too many times for me to forgive him. So why is it she thinks I want to spend time with him? And I know she knows all he has done practically. She probably knows even more than I do because he did the same things to Mom. After a certain point you aren't supposed to give them anymore chances. And he passed that point waaaay long ago.

So when I tell her Grandma, I am not going anymore because he is now she says fine, but that's not right. And inviting him behind my back when she knows I don't like being around him is? She says he is my dad. So I told her well I might love him (although I don't think I do) but I do not like him. And she still 'doesn't get it'. But oh well. She tried to manipulate me and it didn't work. I called Mom on the way to Subway and she came and got me before he got there.

Then I came back to Katie's because Mom doesn't cook and like all the drive thrus were closed and I was hungry. Haha, and I wanted to see Katie some more because she wanted me to stay Thanksgiving with her. But I ate here at her house then went back with Mom because she woudl have been all alone and we went and bought Murder By Numbers, Angel Eyes, and The Lord Of The Rings. We watched Murder By Numbers together and then Katie wanted me to come back so I came back to her house. They came and picked me up. (Ginger, Katrina and Katie) And we came back and watched The Sweetest Thing and laughed a lot and had fun. Her mommy watched it with us. It was a girl night type thing.

And now everyone is sleeping except Katrina and I and she is going to sleep and I am getting tired so I think I will too. Goodnight.

-Britt

"...You say I only hear what I want to..."

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