Whew, lots of things...

What was I writing about last time? The funeral and stuff?

I think so. Gosh that was like two weeks ago. What have I done since then?

Ummmm.

I remember Sunday after the funeral I think we just drove home and stayed home the rest of the night.

Monday I had a dress rehersal for the International Variety Show. We practiced and then I went home and watched the kids.

Tuesday was the actual show and I thought it went well. Mom said it looked good and so did Jon, Leah, Angel, and everyone else. Hehe. I was nervous.

Wednesday I did nothing I think.

Thursday I think I did nothing. I am thinking I am missing something I did one of those days but it must not be that important if I don't remember.

Oh, well Thursday at school we voted for Senator. I didn't find out until Friday what the results were though.

Friday morning I found out that Brandon and I got Senator and Christy and Ana got Representative. So I was happpy. But I felt bad a little. Brandon and I both got 80 votes they said and Ana got like 60 or 50 something and Christy only got like 40 something. So I felt kinda bad. But I was happy.

Then I didn't go to my classes that day. We were supposed to get out in third but I skipped 1st and walked around with Megan and Ruthie selling tickets for the show that day. It was funny. We went to every single classroom but almost all of them people already came to. But we double checked for them :o)

I did go to second period though. And then in third we went and ate lunch and then got ready for the middle school show. I did really good in the middle school show but then in the high school one I skiped a whole step. Haha. I felt pretty dumb. Oh well. We won $100. Hehe. But there were four of us so I got $25 but still. We got first place hehe.

Then Mary came home with me that night and we ended up going with Jason and Wesley to see Harry Potter 2. I liked the first one but the second one was really boring. After that we got Checkers and went back to my house around 1 or so.

Saturday Mary and I went to Leah's house around 5pm. We got ready there and then Boedick and Nick came and got us and we went to Boedick's and hung out for a while. Who does Mary see on the ride there but Jason. Just her luck huh. But he was cool about it. Eric thought it was hilarious. He tried talking to him through the window. Boedick is a loser. He was just trying to make Jason pissed. It made Mary a little mad. But we left Boedick's house around 9:30 and went and saw 8 Mile. I liked it a lot. I like Eminem a lot more now too. He is hot and I like his music too. It was a really good movie though.

After the movie we went back to Leah's. It was like 12:30 and Eric and Nick came in for a few minutes and hung out in Leah's room. Boedick was better at the end of the night. In the beginning he made me mad cause he stood in front of me and I looked at him and he said "what the fuck are you staring at?" and it made me mad at him. And he asked me why I wasn't talking a lot cause normally I am a chatter box he said. But I liked him more at the end of the night. He was a lot nicer.

After they left we girls talked and Leah checked her mail and then we went and watched some cartoons and then went to bed.

Sunday I went home when Mary's mom came to get her for church. And I stayed home that day watching Johnny because he was sick while Jade and Mom went shopping. Then that night I went to Jen's, and saw her new white Rav4 which is cute, and spent the night.

Monday thru Friday I went to school.

Tuesday night I went home with Kirstie and went to the Mulberry soccer game. We lost though.

Thursday Angel told me he liked me at lunch when no one was around. I don't like him like that. I didn't know what to say so I said "thank you." I felt bad. But I dunno. He tells me he likes me a lot and I say thanks and then I feel uncomfortable in the rest of fourth period with him. I mean I knew he liked me but he wasn't supposed to tell me. Haha. I wrote him a note telling him he is one of my good buds and a great guy but I didn't know if I liked him 'like that'. I don't though. But I couldn't tell him that.

Friday was our last day of school and now we are on Thanksgiving break until the 2nd. Friday after school I stayed with Mary and watched a home game against Lakeland. We lost big time. Ha, 6 to 0. We suck. Oh well though. After the game we went to Mary's and got ready and then went ice skating. It was me, Mary, Regina, Wesley, Jason, and Tim. And we saw Katie, Christy, Kenny, Shenelle, and some other girl from our school up there too. It was fun.I want to go ice skating again.

Saturday I watched the kids and then that night I went with Mary to Jason's house. Rented The Count of Monte Crisco. I only saw the very beginning and the end. Wesley kept complaining that we were too loud cause we wouldn't shut up and so we went upstairs and hung out for most of the movie.

Mary and Jason flirted and had fun. And I was stuck on the other bed with Tim. Tim is funny and I liked joking around with him. But just because Mary and Jason were in one bed laying there and doing whatver didn't mean he could crawl under the covers with me. Well he did and he kept taking my covers and it made me a little mad. And then he touched me and said oh, you are warm. And I said yea, because of the covers I had. And then he tried to go between my legs. And I pushed him away. Tim might be funny and he isn't ugly or anything but I don't even think he knew my name until that night. And plus I am not attracted to him. But he kept trying to go between my legs and I kept pushing him away and then he went up my shirt and tried to get under my bra. And he kept trying to make jokes about it and I didn't find it very funny. And I was getting sick of it so finally I stopped shoving his hands away and he went under my shirt. I couldn't say anything cause Mary and Jason would have heard me and that would have embarrased him. But I pretended I was sleeping and didn't say anything to him and wouldn't move or anything and I think he finally go the hint and left me alone after that. But it may have just been because of Jason's parents. They came home around then.

So I went downstairs and watched the rest of the movie with Wesley. I don't think Tim is too happy with me. Oh well though. He wasn't ever my friend or anything to start out with.

After the movie Wesley took mary and I home. I got home around midnight and got online and checked my mail and talked to Jon and went to bed.

Sunday I got up and we drove to Vero. It was my grandpa and grandma's 40th anniversary. We got to Vero around 1pm and went to Tammy's and got ready and then around 4 went to the restaurant. It was this really cute place on the beach that had a band and an inside and outside restuarant and people danced and played volleyball and we sat in these booths in the shape of a boat. Haha. It was a really cute place. Mom gave some guy her number. That never happens. But he was pretty good looking for his age.

When we first got there we were alone for like an hour until about 5 or so when everyone showed up. So first it was me, Jade, Mom, Tammy and her boyfriend. I can't remember his name for some reason though. He is really funny. And very cute for his age too. And he has a nice looking body. Go Aunt Tammy, haha. But then Magras, Papa, Johnny, Travis, Timmy, Beth, and Aunt Pam showed up. And we opened presents and Magras cried. It was sad. She was sad because Nanny wasn't there. I almost cried too. I miss her.

After presents and just talking we went inside and ate dinner. It was so much fun. I think it is the most fun spending time with all of your family will allow. Ha, because those outings aren't always very pleasant most of the time. But I had as much fun, if not more than going out to eat with my friends. I love my family in Vero Beach. They are so awesome.

After dinner we had cake. And it was really sad. Haha. Because they all started saying "I can eat cake!" "I eat cake!" and that's what Great Grandpa used to say all the time when we went out to dinner. Haha, it was so great. When we went to dinner he would always order cake for desert and say that. He practically yelled it. And of course he had to have cake all in his mouth when he said it. I don't know why but I started crying. I was so close to Great Grandpa. Even more than Nana. We were always together. He made me a swing with my name on it in their backyard and he used to show me all his paintings and let me watch him paint all the time and we would always hang out. I spent the night over there a whole lot. I was his only great grandchild really. I wasn't but I mean when the twins were little he was sick and didn't remember things and stuff, and same with when Travis was born. And I was the only other one and we were really close. But them saying that at the dinner table just made me cry.

Then I cried some more. Ha, I felt like a cry baby by the end of the night. Papa who I know loves us all but he isn't the mushy type at all. He doesn't show affection very much. Well he is diabetic. He has been for 10 years I think he said. But he wont take insulin or anything like they want him to. And mom brought up the subject and he said what I just told you. He said it was because his sister was one and she did all the stuff they wanted and she died and she wasnt happy and lost both her legs because of the stuff. So he wont do the shots or take insulin or whatever. He said he would rather just control it as much as he can by watching what he eats and stuff and 'go' whenever than to do what the doctors want. So when he said that I was like no. I said no you can't die ever. No one else is allowed to die. And I started crying again. And it made Papa cry. I have never seen him cry. Haha. It was an emotional moment, lol, because he told me that he loves me and that I was his first grand-daughter and got all mushy and stuff. Which has never happened. So it was a sad-happy moment. Haha. Thankfully though I didn't cry anymore that night.

Goodness I don't know what I would do without Papa or Magras. It probably wont happen, but I hope they outlive me. Ha, I seriously would like die if one of them died.

After desert and everything we all went back to Magras and Papa's house. And then gave hugs to everyone we wouldn't see in the morning and mom and I stayed the night there.

Then this morning we left. We got back in Lakeland around 2pm or soand I got online and just chilled and stuff. Then I got ready and around 7:30 Jen picked me up. We went and took grandma home and then went to Hops I think it was.

TC is in town. We called him and asked him if he wanted to go out to eat with us but he already ate at Hops. And so he was just going to go to Chili's with us and hang out with us while we ate. But when I told Jen he went to Hops earlier she wanted to go there. So we went there instead.

He teases me too much. Ha, I don't mind though. I would if he was serious but since he isn't and it is kind of funny I guess I don't mind. He makes me laugh. And I think he looked very nice tonight. I wonder if he would have really let me drive that truck. Hmmm. Maybe if I see him agian this week he will let me. I will call him tomorrow and maybe we can hang out.

I would say some things but I don't want to just in case he would read this thing.

Tomorrow Megan wants to come get me and we are going to go do whatever I guess. Her mom is out of town so we are just sleeping at her house tomorrow night. I have no clue what we can do though. Probably same old thing. Movies or something. Maybe we will go ice skating. Haha. I dunno though. It wasn't thhhaaat much fun last time. We will figure something out. Maybe TC will want to do something with us. Mary might not be able to. Her dad told her that her room looked like crap tonight and she said well so do you so I don't think she will be allowed to go somewhere tomorrow. Because she said he got pretty mad. But you never know.

Oh! Mom let me drive today. All along those roads with no towns. Like Yee Haw Junction and stuff. For like an hour! Haha it was soooo fun. I love it. I want to drive some more. Hehe.

I think I will go to bed now though. My hands hurt from typing all this. But I wanted to catch up. I may be busy the rest of the week and I dunno if I will get a chance to write again for a while. So if I wouldn't have written I would have been way behind and I don't like to do that. I like updating my diary all the time. Okay well it's late. Goodnight.

-Brittany

"...I want to feel the way you make me feel when I'm with you, I want to be the only hand you need to hold onto..."

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